A dream that i had for a few daysit was a vivid dream. it happened the past few days. And it was lovely. i wish i would live in it.the sky was a dark purple, the surroundings were my junior college. the people were those that i love. i have someone called Ying messaging me incessantly. for that three days in a row, it was like the play of a love story. Me waiting for her message, and laughing and savouring every word in her message. Me messaging back. It was a lovely situation. One i could drown happily in. In dreams, all things were meant to last. But my dream ended with a cliffhanger. the last scene i remembered was her with a group of friends. Then she turned around and smiled at me, walking towards me. pitch black darkness. And i awoke. How i wish it would continue. Dreams are lovely things. I would never imagine my brain, in the midst of all this chaos would come up with something like this. The activity of the brain is unknown to me. Maybe it is a fantasy my brain is playing for me, how i failed in relationships, and shit. But no, i shant dwell into them. Tommorow is my camp, leadership camp. No handphones, no discmans, no contact with the outside world for five days. With unknown people. Perhaps i should start having a mindset of meeting new people. But i just thrim my hair, and it looks retarded. Ok, actually, it doesnt, but shit, as if you give a shit. Ta-ta, get ready for a barrage of info after i come back. Justin ranted at 11:33:00 pm on the |