like craze humans dancing on hot coals.like the beach on the verge of urbanisation. like a human child lost in the forest. like a man, running from bankruptcy. Like a woman, cowering at home after a date rape. Like the stars dimming at the start of dawn. Like the music blaring into one side of my ear, the other side empty and void of noise. Like bland music in my speakers. Like a guy on the computer, typing al alone, screaming at the noise inside his head. Like crying myself to sleep. Like the corner of my room, with small written words of vengence to the depression inside of me. Like madness sipping on my sanity. Like the trembling hands on the keyboard that i type. Like the pain that made me apathetic. Like vulagarities in the nickname of my public self. Like the shit that is stuck to me. Like disturbing people. Like the sweetness of revenge when i see the blood of my cuts. Like nobody talking to me. Like this noise inside of me, bursting to cause road rage in the system of mine. Like electronic insanity, cacophony, noise, shit, fucknuts inside my head. Like nothing. Like everything. Like emptiness. Like hollow soul. Like everything. Like nothing.nothing seems to ever be fine now. hit upon sudden depression. hit upon sudden starvation of rapture. Hit upon loneliness. hit upon change. hit upon irritating music. hit upon the urge to cut and destroy everything. hit upon this wall that cause my head to be bashed into pieces. Fuck you. Justin ranted at 7:41:00 pm on the |