My Suppressionhad a quarrel with my mum about the chanting for my deceased grandma. personally, what i felt was that since i dont believe in it, then why the hell would i need to chant? there would be no point, but luckily, i had friends that helped me see the light. All thanks to that awesome gal, danielle. let me quote "Its not about you, or your mom. Its about your grandma." Made me realise that yea, even if i dont believe in it, it would help ease the path to afterlife for my grandma, as so believed by my other relatives. Anyway, a little chanting wouldnt hurt anybody. So, heck why not just chant?oh, and seok imm was extremely optimistic, telling me to "quick, go say sorry NOW" to my mom, even though it wasnt easy to just say sorry. But hell, as least her optimism was infectious. Wish i could have that much optimism in me. I have too much pessimitism. I should cut half of myself, and let the darkness flow out. my relatives are still chanting away, and no robyn, its not "Eeeeee...". Its their practice, and personally, it actually gives a sense of relaxation when you continously chant the phrase "amitabha" in a chant like manner. And its hard to stop once you got into the flow. No school till monday. Wouldnt know my results till monday, unless some kind soul helped to tell me my marks on friday. then you would see whether there is another case of "death at the MRT tracks" the next day or not. Justin ranted at 1:39:00 am on the |