i have turned speechless over the turn of events

Checklist of the day
  • Status of parental problems?
    • Its finally settled. certainly not over as there are bound to be rebounds from the parental side because of the nature of conservative parents. But what can i do except to compromise and wait for things to happen? I am glad things turned out okay in the end. Sure my parents will fry me alive for coming home late so many times. but i should think its worth it. after all, its not everyday i get to spend time with my dear beloved one.
Status: Settled / On the sidelines.
  • Status of relationship problems?
    • Occasional bumps here and there. but nothing that would split us up. I would think such things actually bring us closer together. So everything is okay. Perfectly fine. In fact, i shoudl say not problems, but relationship. For it is improving by heaps and bounds every single day.
Status: Almost gone. Which is good i guess.

  • Status of studies
    • Doomed to fail. Full stop.
Status: Panicking!!

  • Status of frienships
    • ok i guess. confidence level sometimes drops and rises depending on the people i am being with. But still, i am quite an introvert, someone who is waiting to come out without facing any ramifications. Most friendships are platonic. Or maybe worse. Maybe there is one or two that is in a nice state. But its not what i want. maybe i should open up more.
Status: Let me think about it.

I have absolutely no sense of colour coordination. But its okay. practice makes perfect. today was an awesome day. Went to wei ying house. Got dunked. Sadly. But everyone else did too. Except two scared cowards. Oops, did i just say cowards? I mean cowards. Kiddin. ya all had ya reasons.

Then went off to get some flowers. personally, i have never ever bought flowers in my life. And when steph suggested me one place, i was..appalled by the state of the flowers sold. But no need to panick aye? Went some place else, got the flowers, which were supremely nice i should add, and gave it to her, with a surprised look on her face. haha.

Went back home. Saw her card. And her emotional lyrics. Couldnt believe myself that she could write such wonderous lyrics. Almost cried at the truth of it all. maybe a song would arise from it. But it will have to wait.

For my studies have to catch up.

Justin ranted at 1:44:00 am on the
28 December 2004
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