the world sometimes can just be so fucking unfair

i could remember things that had happened through this course to love. i could remember our first break up. I could then remember the ignoring. I could remember the talking. I could remember then the coming back again. Then i could remember the seperation again, and then the ignoring again. And then finally the coming back together again. For real. For a period of time that lasted long. and throughout that one month plus, it was sweet. Oh how sweet it was. It was such a beautiful thing, so many wonderful memories, so much wonderful moments. I could stay beside her forever, my eyes into hers, my arms into hers, embrace forever in each other arms till time ran dry inside the hourglass beside us.

so we both been through so much. Its like we were meant for each other. So much obstacles, that we went passed, and still ended up together. And now, we have this two mothers who suddenly gang up to tell me to break it off. break it off. Break this relationship that took so long to come together. Break something so beautiful. Why? for what? FOr the sake of our studies? Cause we are too young? I dont think. I dunno. Tell me. Why is it so unfair? I dont want to lose her. i dont want it to end. i want it to last forever. I want it forever.

I dunno what to do now. I dunno what to do....somebody..just say something.

Justin ranted at 9:17:00 pm on the
21 December 2004
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