I wonder why

Suddenly, i feel like this insignificant guy again. Suddenly, i dont know why you always do this to me. I know you and your character, and that you are trying (hopefully) to change. But the way you put things, the way you do things always makes me somewhat uneasy and just plain insecure.

i have changed so much for you. sometimes, when your mum goes on about other guys, which she always does, some part of me take comfort in that she doesnt let you go out with other guys alone, but another part of me just thinks "if she cant go out with other guys., maybe it might make her rebel, or something." I am just scared..so scared sometimes.

sigh...

Justin ranted at 8:50:00 pm on the
26 January 2005
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