Saturdaysunday morning. trying to recall friday evening and night.yesterday was awesome. i couldnt say anything less about it. actually, every single moment spend with her is awesome. Regardless of whether she has other people around, or talk to other people, her presence is enough to calm me down. Forgive my simplicity, but thats what i feel now. Pure simple emotions. No need for complications. No need for any mind-boggling considerations. Just pure bliss. Regardless of the amount of time i spend traveling, regardless of the amount of suffering i go through, regardless of the amount of scoldings i get, any amount of hurt i recieve, i know that the ending would be well worth it. It would be very much the best entity anything can buy. Even if i have to sacrifice my time, my play time, my leisure time, study time to be with her, i would do it. Saturday was great. I listen to phantom of the opera today. And then suddenly, all this memories come rushing towards me. It came like a blinding flash of light, and i remember the scene in the cinema. I remember how romantic the movie was, how we were beside each other, holding to each other. It was truly a moment i will never forget. It will be on my mind forever. And while listening to the soundtrack, i could just feel her beside me, hearing her voice, how i tried to shush her when she started to talk in the movie, how close she was to me. I could just feel it. Feel her. sigh, makes me miss her so much. But it brings sweet nostalgic memories. Sweet memories that would never be forgotten. Sometimes i think to myself. How did i survive in the past without her in my life? Sadly, i did. But looking back, it seemed like a half existence. Now i have something everyday to look forward to. And i would give anything to have that feeling again. Nothing was more worth it, than that feeling, having that feeling everyday. It was part of missing her, but the end is always a blast. Something to treasure forever. I miss her.. Justin ranted at 7:06:00 pm on the |