I tend to breathe
Listening to lifehouse gives me this sensual feeling for some reason, the words reverbrate in my heart, and it tends to connects in this complex pattern that soothes my soul. Understandably, i may just be thinking too much, but i love the songs Lifehouse makes, and their album is awesome. And i still cant believe that Perfect 10 top 100 song list trailer does not include my all time favourite song, Blind by Lifehouse. Even a new listener will say its an awesome song. The riffs are melodic, yet enchantingly beautiful. The arrangment tight yet sounds wonderously delicious. Even the lyrics are top notch. Honestly, why cant they release better songs, instead of asking us to listen to that German krokodil song that goes "Shi sha snappi snappi"?
[much later] Why did i go download the song?? Now the lyrics are stuck in my head! :(
i came back from Taiwan a few days ago, but i didnt have the mood to blog about what was an expensive trip of oversea sightseeing. Basically, its just sightseeing, and a plenty more. Though i must admit, some parts of it were awesome. Here's why:
- The cold. Though there were times i loathe the cold weather, but i will never forget that first time i stepped out into the cold outside the Airport. It was exhilarating to say the least. But after that, i hated the cold. Its so cold and cold and cold. Shucks, why do i even put this as a point of attraction? OH, i remember. I ate this huge long towering ice cream cone in the cold. And even though it made me colder until i was like a trobbing little jelly walking the streets, the experience was nice.
- The scenery. Its awesome, especially the waves at the sea side, they were very awesome, watching the huge waves crash into the tide stoppers at the coastline. Even though i was groggy with sleep from the long journeys, but i could still appreciate nature's beauty. Too bad there arent much forest. Somehow, i start to like the colour green, especially the lustrous green of forests. One day, i would like to visit one of such places. But i digress.
- The first time i go on a holiday, and i get to sleep on a proper bed for once. Always, always when i go on a holiday, me being the eldest have to sacrifice my comfort for the family, and i would have to sleep on the cold hard floor. But now, now i have the comfort of not just a normal single person bed, but a full king size bed. Hah! look who's laughing now. too bad everyone have the same kind of bed to sleep, so i cant gloat. But a good nite's rest every night was like a wish come true in this holidays.
[much later again..] bah, i dont have any mood to blog anymore. My mum just keeps on nagging me to go get a job. Honestly, she wants me to work at this place called "the store". Its a retail store, and it sells all kind of stuff. But the pay is a measly 1 buck an hour singapore dollars, and the rest days are not even weekends. How am i gonna be able to go out?? :( So i went to register for a job agency, and started to look for job in singapore. I didnt went to look for a job first cause of the fact that i have been travelling to taiwan and away on a holiday. If i looked for an immediate job, i wouldnt be able to start, and it would look bad.
Shucks, now i am quite afraid. I sign a registration form with the store. I dont know whether i can back out of it or not. If i do, will they black list me? oh no, now i am starting to feel very stressed. Is it a binding contract? but i didnt know anything, cause they were speaking in malay, and it happened all so fast. I felt so stressed out, and felt so pushed into the job. I didnt even know how the job would be and i suddenly felt obliged to sign it. Oh no..
i tend to breathe, like a normal person, but my problems are huge, and i have this hole that stress fills. What am i do now?
Justin ranted at 8:29:00 pm on the
27 December 2005
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