A week long demise from a happy start

I dont like having goodbyes, and leaving so soon, without a single word or two to people whom i care most about. And i really, really dont wanna go to taiwan now, cause it would mean a complete loss of communication, something which i so dread ever since my line got cut off.

Considering that it's been a while since i started writing and blogging again, it would be very hard for me to continue on while i am in Taiwan. Honestly, it is impossible for me to keep up at this habit of being able to write again. I love my new template by the way, it has this soothing effect, very minimalistic. But it took me ages to customize it, so if there is any mistake, let me know.

Since i am in the writing mood, i might as well continue to talk about how's life been so far. I have always wanted the As level to end, so that i can have the ultimate form of freedom, and i would be able to enjoy myself everyday. Now i think to myself, "How naive can i get?". Yes, i have lotsa and lotsa freedom to do anything (legit), but the problem in keeping up is the increasing amount of expenses i have to compound every time i go out to have fun. Its very irritating to be able to have the time to go out and enjoy yourself, only to find that:
  1. It is futile to go out as you have no cash to spend anyways
  2. It is very very inconvenient for you to move anyways, as you are staying in malaysia, while you have to proceed on to Singapore to have fun.
  3. You can NEVER EVER stay until the late wee hours, as you have to meet the schedules of the buses, and also the sleeping habits of your parents who have to fetched you back home as they are afraid that you might get mobbed at the mostly unsafe public transport.
  4. Your handphone line is cut off due to reasons i cannot say here. But go figure, and you should be able to get it.
But life goes on, and i have actually been out for a few times. And its is always an unforgetable experience to be with her. Every where i go, i am able to just look into her eyes and be mesmerize by its awesome beauty and perfection. I wished that i didnt have to leave to go to so far a country, and freeze there under the under 10 degree temperature, but i guess i have to. My parents force me to, and frankly, i cannot disobey them anymore, even though i am almost, well..mostly 18.

I will come back with a load of presents for everyone. I am so looking forward to seeing my dearest after a one week loss of communication. Rest assured, i will try my darnest to call you my dear, cause i will do anything, anything to just hear your voice again.

Like rain drops falling on the roof gutters, i hear the soothing calming effects of sleep beckoning me. I have to sleep, so it seems, but i dont want to. I want to just reminisce on the days we had, so that i carry a fresh imagery of you in my mind that will never grow stale, but only stronger once i am away from you. I sincerly pray i will be with you as soon as i can..I promise.

My birthday is coming soon, and so is our class party on the 26. I seriously need to go read up on ways to protect myself from the upcoming assault. Hopefully none comes, but i have to be prepared.

Till then, a short little question for you all to figure out. My mum recently bought the entire series of this korean drama call "Da Chang Cing". Its about this lady who from a lowly government slave became the first woman to sit beside the King in China. Its very interesting, and very touching as well. One of the espisodes, she asked the Queen this question, which goes like this, or at least something like this:

"This person is a nutrionist, perhaps one so famous that
this person even served the King of China before,
yet this person is the slave of the household,
having to work like a servant to fufill everyone.
With this person around, the world is calm and peaceful.
Without this person, the world will be cover with floods"


Try and guess a person, and tag the answers on the board. Hopefully it will stump you, and then i can show my huge knowledge. ;p heh. The answer is actually quite simple but devious, and i shall say no more.

Till then, take care everyone, and fare the well!

Justin ranted at 1:28:00 am on the
14 December 2005
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