It gives you inspirationThere are different inspirations in the world.Sometimes, you see the mighty works of an author, and you are amazed and impressed by the different nuances that the author is able to bring to words, each different interpretation interspace with subliminal messages. The words speak out to you, and brings you into their world, draws you in, and they become personified into glorious speakers who are able to convince you and make you love them. Sometimes, you see the strangly elusively attractive drawings, the art of seemingly random colours forming a picture that breaks you heart, that makes you weep, makes you cry, yet makes you mind fill up with joy, the feeling of discovering a classic, the juxtaposition of the feeling gives you a sense of joy, of nirvana if you will. And you suddenly wish you could do the same. Sometimes, you see your rival in your academic studies, and you notice the grades he is getting. You feel the different emotions that plague you. The admiration, the jealousy, the sadness, the happiness. Again, another juxtaposition of seemingly different emotions that make you strive for the better. Inspiration strucks you. Ultimately, there is a pattern that one can see. Its the Perfection that begates such emotion, its the Perfection that draws you in, its the Perfection that inspire you. The different feelings that you get that contradict each other will combine to give you a undying thrist to achieve something, at least something that will be on par with the things that inspire you. You know that you cant achieve it, but hell, you still try. I guess that what makes human such wonderful creatures at times. We always try our darnest sometimes, even when it seems impossible. (Of course, this applies to most of us. The rest of them cant be bothered. Its this people that gives us all a bad name.) For me, music is my ultimate pleasure. The pure orgasm that you faced when you hear the sweet riffs, the trashing drums, the different melodies that forms a perfect cacophony that breathes into your ears the sounds of angels. The nirvana that you get when you hear the voices that further makes it all the more awesome, the perfection of the music. I am crazy about music. I die when i hear an awesome music. And its rare that such songs come about. But there are a few, and i heard them. And damn. How i wish i could play like them. How i wish i could write like them. How i wish... But that what makes me listen to them more. It gives my dreams a certain gravity to them, and makes them real. At least for the moment where i am enthralled by the music, taken away from reality while my head is soaked in the soundwaves that vibrate deep inside my own psyche. At least for the moment when the notes dance about in their own keys, the piano smashing silently in my fingers, the guitar strumming mutely in the rythmn of my hands, the drums moving ever so slightly in their own perfect irregularity. The vocals down my throat, the voice that makes my head spin. Its difficult to describe the feelings that one get from one hears a song that just..it just speaks out to you, and make you feel so breathless. I never gave some music the chance before, and today, i just heard one of the old songs that i had. Embrace is the band. And damn. Damn damn. Its awesome. I am still reeling from it. Justin ranted at 10:18:00 pm on the |