Its valentinesFor many, its a period of love, wonder, and mystery. For many, its a period of flowers, bears, toys, chocolates, hugs, kisses, and what-nots. For many, it is a time where you can be loved and love back. For many, it is a time of joy and happiness, where there is no room for tears.For others, it is a period of despair, and sadness, sorrow and suffering. A period of commercialism, where the prices of everything is hiked up a notch. A period of rushing through plans, hoping everything turn out the way it will be, and praying that the opposite sex will appreciate what you have done for him or her. For a rare few, it is just another day. For me. Suffice to say, i will finally be doing something about the thing that i wanted to do, and wanted to know for a very long time. I failed at Christmas, even the 12 days of Christmas, just because i had no courage to do it. I never did try it again. Until today. Watching it inspired me. It gave me hope, false it may be. It showed me the fantasy, far away from me as it can be. And it showed me what could have been, if it never will be. I bring down everything i know, and start it, hoping it would be something that will forever change my life. Even if it doesnt change my life, at least finally you do know. That to me, you are perfect. Justin ranted at 3:47:00 am on the |