i cant sleepThere was a time when i been through the phase of not sleeping at night, suddenly staying up in bed, staring at the dark ceiling and just thinking about the possibilities that could have happened, fantasying about happy times, and the joy of going out that certain somebody. I cant exactly remember when was the last time i stayed up just to imagine. But today, it suddenly struck again.Suddenly, i cannot get it out of my mind. It keeps coming back, the endless possibilities, what i should do. What i can do, and the ideal situation that will proceed from then on. I smile in my bed, as i think of how happy i will be. But it all goes away pretty soon. Unless i do something. Sigh. And that is something which i am very bad at. Justin ranted at 2:37:00 am on the |