He Has No Time: Hilarity

Maroon 5 - Makes me Wonder

I wake up with bloodshot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back
[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah [x3]
(Oh no)

I was laughing at the lyrics of the song, as it played. What the hell are they trying to do? Writing provocative lyrics in catchy songs? Hybrid hiphop? Haha, but the song was good. Catchy at the very least. Still, waking up trying to remember "the way it felt between your thighs"? Hilarious. But there is meaning in the song. Maybe.

School started say a week ago, and it was the same old same old, this time, with my making the effort to be in class, and NOT sleep. Yes, you heard me, not sleep in lecture. It's surprising, that i am trying to keep myself awake, and not bringing my laptop, so i wouldnt go surfing the net. But it takes some effort, especially when the subject is dry. I lose my concentration say an hour in, and it's frustrating to keep up. Still, at least some lectures have breaks in between.

There is an issue that i have, but i guess it is pretty much settled. Hooray for me!

Another issue invovled something else, but that might never even happen. An interest that faded as time goes by. Maybe it's desperation, the lack, or most likely the need to be something. Regret? Nope. I will just take it slow and see what happens next, though most likely nothing will happen. Still, i might take action. Or i might not. Hmm....

Maroon 5 is hilarious, they sound so 80s in their new album. Now that i gave them a chance, it isnt that bad actually.

Readings and more readings coming up. Lecturers are hilarious, some eccentric ones, signing to keep track of participation, laughing, speaking softly, some are just plain entertaining, making a subject that would have bore me to death much better. Still, school life is interesting enough, without the boredom, and the learning of new things.

Back to readings, and somewhat slow processing of the future.