absurbyou take it with a pinch of salt, things that happen around you, things that have been said to you, things that your mind currently is processing. you wonder whether you are like that, what you have been, what you might have done, and what you would have or could have done. Ultimately, nothing that you have thought is productive, or even useful to you. Ultimately, nothing that you done is worth anything, and you land yourself in a pile of disarray, saying the same old things on blog posts yet again, only with a different title, and a different date.everything else hasnt changed. you aged yes, but your soul remains essentially the same. everything else hasnt changed, and all you know is that things will never be the same. they say you will grow with time, change your flaws, but you know your flaws and they havent been changed. you have no idea how to tackle them. people live different lives away from you, and the moment you make contact, their different lives seemed to grow more distant, and all you can do is stare. people behave differently around you, yet when you look for comparison, you get the same thing. then why the difference? you have yet to figure out how to utilise your strengths, if you have any. truthfully, honestly? Emo-ing is not a strength. Justin ranted at 1:39:00 am on the |