So help meget through this. I need to break out of my shell, to embrace change, to focus on getting it all right again. I admit, i think far too much, far too negatively, but there are some things that i cannot seem to ignore. Maybe it is paranoia, or maybe i just cannot see the truth.Life hasnt been that great on me, but by all means, it doesnt work to sympathise or take pity on myself. It has already shaped who i am today, but it doesnt mean that that cannot change. though i have try very hard to. there are things that i still dont get. Isit my behaviour? My body language? Why do i behave in a different manner in front of different people? Why does it never end? I try, but it seems to be wrong. there are somethings that i think alot, and i still dont get it. there are somethings that i dont think and i get it. there are somethings that i just doesnt seem to want to get it. it worries me. Justin ranted at 2:41:00 am on the |