Hybrid

childhood has probably made me who i am now, and a mix of negative thinking and somewhat emo genes has led me to become this certain character that i am now. Though this certain character is never fully original and completely me.

the more i think about it, the more i realise that i tend to copy, to emulate the ways of others. I will take a certain aspect, something which is simple enough to emulate unconsciously and then it will become part of who i am. In a bid to change, i dont just change, but i copy and adapt.

badly though.

emulating other somewhat strange quirks isnt going to get me anywhere. There is plenty of this, that, a little of those, and a pinch of that.

but none of me.

Justin ranted at 2:48:00 am on the
1 December 2008
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