The lie of life

is that we pretend we are happy just to get by. we pretend that we are prettier than we really are. we pretend that we are more talented than what we can do. that we are slightly better than the person next to us. that we can jump just that little bit higher to reach our goals. that anything is possible, if you have the will and determination to. that even in our darkest times, we have something to hold on to.

my universe has a set of rules that i havent yet figure out. but it involves destroying everything that i am trying to achieve. it involves disappointing myself, constantly allowing myself to be hurt. it lets me hear the things that people say about me, and tells me how i am actually crap.

we are all pretenders in human skin. Inside we sob and cry, but outside we smile and tell the world how the sun shines like it never ends.

for if we don't pretend, i think most of us will have been dead inside long time ago.

Justin ranted at 4:12:00 am on the
22 February 2009
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