Its the end of the end tomorrow

We know that each day passes by us as we grow older, and the times that we spend trying to make friends are long before us. Suddenly, university is all over, and all i want to do is relive the happy moments that i had. And not think about the sad ones.

But i dont really know what i have gotten out from university. I never really made many lasting friendships, and even though i was known, it wasnt like i ever found my clique clique. That thought is very depressing. And every single time, i tell myself that i must be who i am, i find that people dont really like who i am.

But we lie to ourselves, and so i continue lying to myself every single day.

But just tonight, the day before the fyp presentation, let me not lie to myself and say the truth for once.

Just today, i wont lie.

And so.

I cry.

Justin ranted at 11:49:00 pm on the
18 April 2010
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